FF XIV: "Life in Eorzea #1"

As I said earlier, I am a MMORPGs fan. I've played quite a lot of titles, and the last one in line was Aion.

Me, and my friends are waiting for several titles FF XIV, T.E.R.A. , B&S , GW2...

The one that is expected to come out earliest is Final Fantasy XIV, and I can't deny I've been quite into for a while. I search for news on a daily basis, well even more than just daily.

Today I stumbled into this video that is from the closed beta ( alpha ) that actually SE is helding (Darn you SE for now choosing me T_T ). SE (okay okay it's Square Enix) has been really strict about the videos and snapshots from the game, so it's hard to find any either on youtube or fansites.

This one doesn't show parts of the actual combat action but introduces to the city daily life. As we can see while some parts can still look a bit "crude","unrefined", there are some others that can catch our eye for the minitious detail. If I'd have to guess I'd say it's gonna be in DX11.

Anyway, take a good look, and I hope to see you guys in Eorzea :)

Sugar and Salt

And once again I am here sleepless sad and cold watching me inside finding a boat shoved by tide, sails ripped off, drived wayless. Into an ocean of loniliness I am lost, you could be my anchor, my rescue rope, you could be my chance, my unique hope. Leave me there or bring me to the coast. I am drowning in my deep feelings flood Dive in it and gimme just a warm breath I'm freezing, I need you as my life heat stay near me, your hug is the best hood. Take my hand, and on the sea we'll walk gulls and waves for us will stop to talk the sea know well that nothing can sever an istant that is made to last forever... Is it my fault if every waft of wind, bring her crystalline laugh to my mind? Is it my fault if just her scent of hon, bring my fantasy to wake up and turn on? Also if on my head there is only you, Also if in my mind there is just you, My sad heart knows that sugar and salt, still from you it's all he can hath... [Neuquen, Argentina Oct 19 2007]

Not Easy

You will agree that's not easy to dream when, you've seen your dreams die into your arms then. Putting aside prudence and pride yet yourself on that breath you decided to bet. You will accord that's not easy to hope if, you've seen your hopes roam off like waif. Without fearing it was vain or right all yourself you gave on that sight. Dear friend, I dunno if you can think what means, closed your eyes, alone, to fall in the absolute void and sink. Dear friend, I wish you could think what means, opened your heart, alone, to see that bunny you loved be not pink. It's sad, believe me, in the night the head on your wet pillow to set not to dream again, but to forget whom you wanted just to hold tight. [Neuquen, Argentina Dec 4 2007]

Live or Die, just don't Cry

Life often isn't what you would expect,
it wrecks your dreams without respect.
Life sometimes shows you a misleading hope
just for the pleasure of cutting the rope.

Whoever said life was an easy task to accomplish
didn't realize how far he was from the finish.
Every step you can feel the burden steadily raising
but no one ever asked you to accept this fighting.

Here's something I want to say:
Live or Die, just don't Cry.
Here's something I want to say:
Then or Now, you'll end to Lay.

No one told you to accept the challenge
For no one's sake you're here to revenge
It's up to us on which side of the line
we are standing on so you can't whine.

Here's something you gotta know:
Live or Die, just don't Cry.
Here's something you gotta know:
Fight or surrender, just don't lie.

Now as strange it may seem life is a gift
either you grab it or it turns in a rift.
If you resolve on yourself to go ahead
just don't care how much you will bleed.

Here's something you'll know by now:
Life or Death, it's always a goodbye.
Here's something you'll know by now:
Live or Die, just don't Cry.

Just Another Night

Night...as always at window tonight.
A shiver. I shake. I get a blanket.
A quiver. It pierces like a bullet
and this cold is inside me tonight.

I am here again under the moonlight
to watch the stars waving on darkness,
wishing to them to make me heartless
to not get affect from another twilight.

Night...I am writing for you tonight.
I know you will tell my words are fake
but you know you are making a mistake.
You know it yet and I'll tell you tonight.

I can't tell what's wrong and what's right
but i know who I am, myself and my breed.
I can tell you that if you hit me I bleed
and a feeling can't just take and flight.

Night...I know you are sleeping tonight.
but I wonder if you sleep or you dream
when you think my emotions are just steam.
Night...Now i know you can't dream tonight.

I know my flaws and lacks. I see'em bright.
But ask yourself if I was so easy moving
what's the reason to be still here writing
or do you think I've just lost my insight?

Night...it's passed just another night
in a cold in which any flower would die,
I am living this night without any lie
just to tell you once again Good Night.

[Neuquen, Argentina Dec 6 2007]

A star

Alone, walking your way, your hope's gone.
Raise the eyes and find a star brilight,
the sky that smile for once at your sight.
His best one, so brillant before I saw none.

Like a kid you just can't stop to look,
it's a sweet sensation that just disarm,
not just a light but something that warm,
that warm u inside, that get you at hook.

It takes your breath away. What would you do?
It hold your body close. What would you do?
It hugs your head gently. What would you do?
It caress your soul softly. What would you do?

I made something that was hard for me,
Something possible only 'coz i had thee
I made something that from me was tied,
I did it again, I did it to you, I smiled.

The happiness can't last and so the sparkle
in a tick a darkness cloud away will tackle.
I don't know what's better for me to do,
I just know I can't stop thinking to you.

[Neuquen, Argentina Oct 19 2007]

A box

Inspirated from a person that likes to hide into her little box,
hoping that a day, there will be enough space for the both of us.

When you're down, when you're sad,
when your feelings fill you till your nose,
wouldn't you put them into a box and close?
Leave them there, alone to be mad.

When you're down, when you're blue,
when your face can't show a smile,
wouldn't you kick that box far a mile?
Leave it there, without any clue.

Leave the box and run in the park,
let it handle your deeper pain,
let it call your happyness as main,
Leave to it all your sufference's mark.

How are you doing without any sensation?
Do you see just blank on your sight?
Is the emptiness settled in you tight?
Do you see Those were your motivation?

Throw out your feelings and you're just a null,
they can be painful, but you need 'em to sense,
there is a reason if they're so damnly intense,
wake up, go back on your step, don't be so dull.

Important sensations make you think,
to follow your dreams is not a piece of cake,
there are sacrifices you can't avoid to make,
the joy if you are not alone is behind a blink.

You are not the only that has to revert,
everyone forget the box and its name,
'coz it hold the tears you can't tame,
call it with his name, call it Heart.

[Neuquen, Argentina Oct 11 2007]